"can see them getting closer,
make your move
this will all soon be over
I can see them getting closer,
make your move
this will all soon be over.

We are the chosen ones,
we are called to endure
(called to endure)
Holding fast our words
we will endure.

Pull me down,
drag this out
I will fight
with my eyes wide open"

Belle Epoque - Keeping me Innocent

so the glass half full instead of hald empty thing today kinda helped. martha wasn't here and it felt weird taking over the yearbook meeting. i feel like i have no right to tell the people what to do when this is my first year there. like it seems that i'm just butting in and i kinda am. when i started a sign in sheet and told everyone to put there email if we didn't already have it and their grade people looked at me kinda like i was crazy and not in the good way. what is it they see when they look at me? i'm i that unfathomable? it  seems to me i'm a different species than those in my school. what i think of as common sense, then don't understand and what i think is rude they think is being civil.

my teacher lent me this movie call the fall. it wasn't anything like what i was expecting, it's true that you should judge a book or in this case a dvd by it's cover. the movie was really good. i didn't love it but its still worth seeing. it's kinda depressing actually it's not kinda it just is. so if your feeling down this is not the movie for you to see at that time. its about a girl in the hospital with a broken arm and she becomes friends with this guys who is there after he fails at a movie stunt and gets his heart broken. he tells the little girl a story to pass the time and the story has characters based off the hospital staff. watch it.

i found this video by accident and i absolutely love it. i want to find time to watch the actual anime it comes from. the song isn't the real op but it sounds like it could be. i found this when i looked up japanese boy bands lol who doesn't like sexy guys dancing in unison? no body thats who XD