i've been kinda down lately. it started on saturday. i don't really have a reason but i just don't feel like my usual peppy self. when i went to school monday i felt all irritable and was wishing everyone would just leave me alone all day, i was the same way yesterday. at lunch i just want to be by myself and go out onto the field and read but there are to many people out there for me to be alone the way i want and i don't want to hear all the questions to why i'm out there and not inside with my friends.

today at lunch me and martha a getting together yearbook. no one has done anything so martha and me have stepped forward to take over and get things done. right now we have to plan a photo booth for the winter carnival my number theory teacher is doing. martha and i are in that class together and our final is making a game for the carnival. not to mention the fact that we are going to take the accuplacer for cnm on friday. we have so much to do and it seems not enough time to do it. we're planning on having the school picture day when we get back from break. it took some convincing to martha because she wanted them in two weeks during finals. i had to tell her how bad of an idea was and she didn't want it next week because she wants to order a shirt online. does she know how long it takes to get that stuff in the mail? awhile

well i have to get to school now. ugh. i dont want to go but i'm in a better mood. i seem to always feel better after fitness club and working out or running. i'm going to try and be optimistic for the day but no promises.