"Malchik gay (X4)

 tender, soft, Why do you look right through me thinking

"NO"?I can't deny my feelings growing strong

I try to keep believing, dreaming on

And everytime I see you, I crave more

I wanna pull you

closer (X4)

You leave me feeling frozen

Malchik gay (X4)

I can be all you needWon't you please stay with me?"

Malchik gay by TATU

i know what i want my next cosplay to be. i want to do Agito from Air Gear! i love him! he's both a total evil guy and a sweety all at the same time (he has a split personality that i just adore) so i heard about air gear when i first started editing pictures for my myspace rp account and i always loved the pictures, i once tried reading the manga but couldn't get into it. about a month or two ago i started watching the anime and it wasn't amazing like some stuff i watched, not enough for me to keep watching it to the end but today i started watching it again and i've fell for it. it's amazing and i can't wait for tomorrow when i can start watching it again. i used to like to roller blade a lot before i got a bike but i just stopped at one point and i think that was when i got my first bike and found that it was faster and easier to get places on my bike. air gear makes me want to start roller blading again and since my pair of roller blades that my older brother gave me were sold when we moved i'm thinking about buying myself a pair and some pads and starting to roller blade again. i'm just really inspired to do something sporty and since i don't have a lot of time to work out maybe i can just roller blade to get some exercise in. i just wish there was someone i knew who liked to roller blade too or that i knew someone really good at it to help me out in getting started.

have you ever seen the mighty morphin power rangers movie? in the begging they all sky dive onto a big target then after it changes to a scene after and they are all roller blading through the park or something and they are really good at it and it looks like they're having a lot of fun. i want to have fun like that. i wonder if you have to have a big group to go out and do that with to have a really good time? i know it wouldn't hurt but either way thinking about trying it out. i want to do a lot more sports stuff this spring and summer and really get out there and have some fun! i can't wait for the weather to get warmer for once, its kinda weird how i'm excited for the summer and the weather >.<

my day has just been pretty dang awesome. i did go to work today without having to work by accident because when i called in to check the next time i work the girl telling me my schedule got me mixed up with another girl named analisha. its understandable our names are very similiar and i'm not that annoyed because when i went in i got to talk to jose. he's this guy i met when we both went in for orientation in our job, he's super kool, likes naruto too, does mixed martial arts, and is way super cute! ^-^ i want to get to know him more and maybe by some amazing luck get to hang out with him. and even kooler news.....i get to use my car again in two weeks!!! (without having to sneak around about it lol) [guess martin finally caved since i stopped doing the cleaning and helping out since i wasn't in any contract to do it and had no reason to really bust my ass for nothing cuz he says i just need to clean the floors to use it or so my mom says. ha! in your face! and he didn't think i did shit....i'm in a good mood. wonder how long it will last]