"The bond that links your true family

is not one of blood, 

but of respect and joy in each other's life.

Rarely do members of one family grow up under the same roof.”

Yeserday was my first day at my job as you saw from the previous yesterday post lol well what can i say....it was both as bad as i thought and not. i hate loud, crowded places and the back of dion's is both. people are constantly moving from area to another trying to get everything done. it's cold which is surprising since there are giant ovens back there. they taught me how to answer phone yesterday. i only answered three phone calls. answering the phone and getting an order isn't the hard part, it's writing the order on a stupid ticket to give to everyone. you have to write the ticket in a certain order. it's hard while being bombarded by sounds and trying to remember all the abbreviations for the ingredients and orders. i don't know if i'll ever get it down right. i'm so nervous while getting it done too, i don't want to make a mistake. i was so bad while there yesterday that i was shaking inside. i kept having to remind myself to breath and calm down. my teeth were chattering, not sure if that was the cold or my nervous shaking >.<

so i'm going to try a keep a good attitude and hope for the best. i figure it's like anything else, i just need to get used to it and keep trying my best. when i first transferred schools i hated it with most of my being but now i can get through the day and even enjoy it. i just need to get comfortable and get to know the other employees. i will say if i'm still very unhappy i'm going to look for another job, probably something more chill. my dream job for now would be working in a book store. i would have loved to work in borders before it got shut down. i love books and find that book stores are very nice and peaceful. it get's me into a nice zen area.

i had a weird dream last night. not going to go into it, all i can say is that i had designed this awesome arch thing for my old school, there were zombies at one part, i was a vampire, and i was mad when my mom knocked on my door and woke me up to give me breakfast an hour before i had to get up for school. it was at the best part of the dream too. i hate when that happens, when your having a great dream and something (normally someone) wakes you up. it's not that big of deal but still. not only that but my dreams affect how a think of things a lot because i took some psychology and know about how dreams are there to help you work something out. not only that but my family is known to have precognitive dreams ( which only means, their dreams come true or are a warning about something.)